oru thevathai paarkum neramithu
miga aruginil irunthum thuuramithu
ithayamey oh.ivalidam.
uruguthey..oh..
intha kathal ninaivugal thangathey
athu thungum pothilum thunggathey
paarkathey ohendralumoh
ketkathey..oh
ennai enna seiythai penney
neram kaalam marantheney
kaalgal irandum tharaiyil irunthum
vaanil parakiren
enna aagiren engu pogiren
vazhigal therinthum tholaithu pogiren
kathal endral oh..pollathathu
purigindrathu.oh
kangal irukkum karanam enna
ennai naaney ketteney
unathu azhagai kanathaney
kangal vazhuthey
marana nerathil un madiyil orathil
idamum kidaithal iranthum vazhuven
un pathathil mudigindrathey
en saalaigal oh
intha kathal ninaivugal thangathey
athu thungum pothilum thunggathey
oru thevathai paarkum neramithu
miga aruginil irunthum thuuramithu
so beautiful, one day we will all find the love of our lifes. and its gonna be so mind-blowing. :) he'll come..i know he will. whoever he is.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
good and the bad.
I am really very very happy. My dearest honey has found her Mr right. Things cannot get any better. I'm seriously happy for my sweetheart. She has touched my life in so many ways that I cannot explain. And today when she says she's in love, NO ONE ELSE CAN BE IN LOVE AS SHE IS. Believe me! The feeling is beyond beautiful. Thank you god for answering our prayers. Thank you for always being there for us, even during our lowest peak of life. Through good and bad, till death do us part. Soon I will hear wedding bells and Honey saying her Vows. I'm blessed, sincerely to have met her. I must have done some good deeds in my last life to have met a remarkable person like her.
Dasa is back from his long India trip. Thank you god once again for his safe arrival back to Singapore. Though his trip was a little shakey, I know you have blessed him with the courage and strength to carry on, with your guidance. I have missed him oh-so-badly. And Yes, I'm very productively meeting him everyday. hahahahhaaha...how awesome is that? :) I cannot get enough of him. I enjoy our silly carefree friendship and I want it to remain like this till our time expires. Dasa has been really awesome. Meeting him randomly through Ragu has been the most craziest thing ever. "baby so ugly. bcos mummy thupid!" hahahaha. mad child. where can i ever find a cactus like him?
And yes, with all the goodness, comes the bad. Ok, maybe not that bad! Ragu. I dunno what's happening in between us. Conversations are getting smaller and the gap in between is getting bigger. I miss him ALOT. Somehow, I feel he's slipping away and I can't seem to hold on tight anymore. Maybe space is what we need? I dunno. I am confused but I know he's starting to be a lot more positive than he used to. Now that's a great thing and I cannot ask for anything more. God please give me the courage to let go of unwanted feelings. Because it's starting to hurt and ache inside. I don't need any of this right now. Why is it so hard for a girl and a boy to just be friends? Why? Some feelings can really break a beautiful friendship and I don't want this to happen to us. I may not understand clearly why we met but I know for a fact that he needs a friend now more than a partner. Love is something we cannot force upon anyone. It's something that happens, if it's meant to be. So yeah, Please give me the strength to let all this pass me by, I just want to be happy. I don't want to be a hinderance to someone else. I have so many goals to achieve and I wanna achieve them!
Only my goals for a better future will keep me happy. Not someone else. We can't base our happiness on anyone. I have learnt that everyone will fail us, but not our goals and dreams. I must stay focused. Seriously!!!!! I MUST STAY FOCUSED! Though the mind says one thing, the heart lingers elsewhere. Why la ma??
"Love is strong yet delicate.It can be broken.To truly love is to understand this.To be in love is to respect this."
Dasa is back from his long India trip. Thank you god once again for his safe arrival back to Singapore. Though his trip was a little shakey, I know you have blessed him with the courage and strength to carry on, with your guidance. I have missed him oh-so-badly. And Yes, I'm very productively meeting him everyday. hahahahhaaha...how awesome is that? :) I cannot get enough of him. I enjoy our silly carefree friendship and I want it to remain like this till our time expires. Dasa has been really awesome. Meeting him randomly through Ragu has been the most craziest thing ever. "baby so ugly. bcos mummy thupid!" hahahaha. mad child. where can i ever find a cactus like him?
And yes, with all the goodness, comes the bad. Ok, maybe not that bad! Ragu. I dunno what's happening in between us. Conversations are getting smaller and the gap in between is getting bigger. I miss him ALOT. Somehow, I feel he's slipping away and I can't seem to hold on tight anymore. Maybe space is what we need? I dunno. I am confused but I know he's starting to be a lot more positive than he used to. Now that's a great thing and I cannot ask for anything more. God please give me the courage to let go of unwanted feelings. Because it's starting to hurt and ache inside. I don't need any of this right now. Why is it so hard for a girl and a boy to just be friends? Why? Some feelings can really break a beautiful friendship and I don't want this to happen to us. I may not understand clearly why we met but I know for a fact that he needs a friend now more than a partner. Love is something we cannot force upon anyone. It's something that happens, if it's meant to be. So yeah, Please give me the strength to let all this pass me by, I just want to be happy. I don't want to be a hinderance to someone else. I have so many goals to achieve and I wanna achieve them!
Only my goals for a better future will keep me happy. Not someone else. We can't base our happiness on anyone. I have learnt that everyone will fail us, but not our goals and dreams. I must stay focused. Seriously!!!!! I MUST STAY FOCUSED! Though the mind says one thing, the heart lingers elsewhere. Why la ma??
"Love is strong yet delicate.It can be broken.To truly love is to understand this.To be in love is to respect this."
Monday, December 28, 2009
the randomness....
So the randomness continues...
We hung out often, he introduced me to more random people. The list of randomness and random moments just keeps growing and I am still stuck here trying to absorb it all.
"Our random friendship has led us to extremely random moments. I hope Buddha is watching all this. He's one major factor to this natpu! I bet even he is laughing and rolling in his throne watching us...may the randomness continue.."-me
“Yaya... Random la pa...Our Random meeting in Buddhist Lodge led us to vaanga palagalaam..Then we became so close of watching movie together, hanging out together, eating together, overnighting at your place till 4am and KISSING each other because of a stupid game. What's next? Vaanga Padukkalaam!!! LOL!!!” -him
Cheers to our random friendship. And please, no vaanga Padukkalaam all!-so scary naa!
From the bottom left hand corner of my apex, I am developing a tiny space for him. I am starting to adore him more, his little smile, his annoying “ah erm, veereh?, Approm?, sollitiya?”, the way his ears twitch involuntarily (it’s random you know), his be-dazzling eyes, his soft-hearted attitude (which always gets him into trouble!), and his ever so adorable laughter! But you know what, I can’t ask for anything more. Cause’ what we share now is sacred and pure. It will be so disheartening if feelings got in the way and spoilt a budding friendship. Though sometimes I secretly wonder...what if? Well, whatever it is, let’s just live this life laughing and knowing that at least at one point we made an impression in someone’s life. Lets discard all negativity and live life positively.. :)
We hung out often, he introduced me to more random people. The list of randomness and random moments just keeps growing and I am still stuck here trying to absorb it all.
"Our random friendship has led us to extremely random moments. I hope Buddha is watching all this. He's one major factor to this natpu! I bet even he is laughing and rolling in his throne watching us...may the randomness continue.."-me
“Yaya... Random la pa...Our Random meeting in Buddhist Lodge led us to vaanga palagalaam..Then we became so close of watching movie together, hanging out together, eating together, overnighting at your place till 4am and KISSING each other because of a stupid game. What's next? Vaanga Padukkalaam!!! LOL!!!” -him
Cheers to our random friendship. And please, no vaanga Padukkalaam all!-so scary naa!
From the bottom left hand corner of my apex, I am developing a tiny space for him. I am starting to adore him more, his little smile, his annoying “ah erm, veereh?, Approm?, sollitiya?”, the way his ears twitch involuntarily (it’s random you know), his be-dazzling eyes, his soft-hearted attitude (which always gets him into trouble!), and his ever so adorable laughter! But you know what, I can’t ask for anything more. Cause’ what we share now is sacred and pure. It will be so disheartening if feelings got in the way and spoilt a budding friendship. Though sometimes I secretly wonder...what if? Well, whatever it is, let’s just live this life laughing and knowing that at least at one point we made an impression in someone’s life. Lets discard all negativity and live life positively.. :)
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
i gotta new way to walk..
Today was utterly random as usual. I met up with Dasuuu..awww, he's gonna go India for a short trip soon...(like tomorrow!)...and I will miss his kunjumani munji like CRAZY!
Das is indeed an awesome person. He has so much of joy and laughter all trapped inside one tiny body! And he's an handsome boy..awesome inside and out. I am really glad that we're friends. -I gotta know him through RAGU! how much more random can it all get?
well, so we hung out with Victor, das's friend. it was fun..we had a good time singing songs and eating at Ghandi's..food was freaking awesome!
After the whole singing thing, Das and I met Ragu...Victor went home. So the three of us watched a movie @ Causeway Point Cathay-THE PERFECT GETAWAY!-psycho movie. hahahaha...After that we just chilled and talked alot about life. I learned an handful today. And I hope Ragu did too. -pls read the BOOK!!!!!! It was a day well spent. I had fun. And I am glad to have met them both, somehow they both have taught me to appreciate life as it is. The more we share stories, the faster time flies!
So here I am now sitting at home and trying to find something to write in my 1500 words essay. MUST BE POSITIVE!-im gonna make this essay an awesome one! wahahahahahahaha....
"Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement, nothing can be done without hope and confidence."
"They may forget what you said but they will never forget how you made them feel."
"Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny."
Das is indeed an awesome person. He has so much of joy and laughter all trapped inside one tiny body! And he's an handsome boy..awesome inside and out. I am really glad that we're friends. -I gotta know him through RAGU! how much more random can it all get?
well, so we hung out with Victor, das's friend. it was fun..we had a good time singing songs and eating at Ghandi's..food was freaking awesome!
After the whole singing thing, Das and I met Ragu...Victor went home. So the three of us watched a movie @ Causeway Point Cathay-THE PERFECT GETAWAY!-psycho movie. hahahaha...After that we just chilled and talked alot about life. I learned an handful today. And I hope Ragu did too. -pls read the BOOK!!!!!! It was a day well spent. I had fun. And I am glad to have met them both, somehow they both have taught me to appreciate life as it is. The more we share stories, the faster time flies!
So here I am now sitting at home and trying to find something to write in my 1500 words essay. MUST BE POSITIVE!-im gonna make this essay an awesome one! wahahahahahahaha....
"Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement, nothing can be done without hope and confidence."
"They may forget what you said but they will never forget how you made them feel."
"Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny."
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
everything's changing.
lately i have been meeting so many random people. I seriously have no idea why. But somehow I know there is a learning lesson behind all of it. *must be positive!*
Although i make new friends, I never forget the old ones. I cherish all of them, friends surprisingly make up 75% of our life. Interesting ain't it? So its always important to make new friends and socialize around, no one has the rights to make anyone feel small or unliked. life's too short for continous misunderstandings. lets just live life for today and be happy, for tmwr may never come...
“Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.”
- Mahatma Gandhi
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we took so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened up for us”
- Helen Keller
“Pessimist : A person who says that O is the last letter of ZERO, instead of the first letter in word OPPORTUNITY.”
“Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.”
- Thomas A Edison
“Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus when the limo breaks down.”
- Oprah Winfrey
“Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting”
- Elizabeth Bibesco
just reading all this quotes makes me feel happy and loved. it seriously does. =)
Although i make new friends, I never forget the old ones. I cherish all of them, friends surprisingly make up 75% of our life. Interesting ain't it? So its always important to make new friends and socialize around, no one has the rights to make anyone feel small or unliked. life's too short for continous misunderstandings. lets just live life for today and be happy, for tmwr may never come...
“Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.”
- Mahatma Gandhi
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we took so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened up for us”
- Helen Keller
“Pessimist : A person who says that O is the last letter of ZERO, instead of the first letter in word OPPORTUNITY.”
“Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.”
- Thomas A Edison
“Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus when the limo breaks down.”
- Oprah Winfrey
“Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting”
- Elizabeth Bibesco
just reading all this quotes makes me feel happy and loved. it seriously does. =)
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
"kaadhal vandhu theendum varai iruvarum thaniththani
kaadhalin pon sangili inaiththadhu kanmani
kadalilae mazhaiveezhndhapin endhaththuli mazhaiththuli
kaadhalil adhupoala naan kalandhittaen kaadhali
thirumagal thiruppaadham pidiththuvittaen
dhinamoru pudhuppaadal padiththuvittaen
anjali anjali ennuyirk kaadhali"
"seedhaiyin kaadhal anru vizhi vazhi nuzhaindhadhu
koadhaiyin kaadhalinru sevi vazhi pughundhadhu
ennavoa en nenjilae isai vandhu thulaiththadhu
isai vandha paadhai vazhi thamizh mella nuzhaindhadhu
isai vandha dhisai paarththu manam kuzhaindhaen
thamizh vandha dhisai paarththu uyir kasindhaen
anjali anjali ival thalaikkaadhali..."
kaadhalin pon sangili inaiththadhu kanmani
kadalilae mazhaiveezhndhapin endhaththuli mazhaiththuli
kaadhalil adhupoala naan kalandhittaen kaadhali
thirumagal thiruppaadham pidiththuvittaen
dhinamoru pudhuppaadal padiththuvittaen
anjali anjali ennuyirk kaadhali"
"seedhaiyin kaadhal anru vizhi vazhi nuzhaindhadhu
koadhaiyin kaadhalinru sevi vazhi pughundhadhu
ennavoa en nenjilae isai vandhu thulaiththadhu
isai vandha paadhai vazhi thamizh mella nuzhaindhadhu
isai vandha dhisai paarththu manam kuzhaindhaen
thamizh vandha dhisai paarththu uyir kasindhaen
anjali anjali ival thalaikkaadhali..."
never expect anything.
never keep your hopes and dreams clustered together on someone, cause people will hurt you. always base your hopes and dreams on goals, cause goals keep you moving forward and they prevent you falling back hard on your ass. life has been pretty interesting lately, i have been meeting people with a hell load of problems. hahaha...like as if mine's not enough for me to handle. but unknowingly, i have been a listening ear to others. i don't know if i had made any form of impact in their lives, but i know i am learning something new each day. I don't know where all this is leading me and why I'm having mixed feelings but I sure know that the best part of this journey is yet to come. I shall remain positive and give out good vibes to others while i can. nights.
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