Saturday, July 11, 2009

gotta luv urself!!

time now is 12.22am, 12 july 2009. currently at atta's place. Atta's still not doing very well. She's still stuck in a delirium...and it still upsets me. Today we carried her up to the room. With great difficulty we brought her back to her room, and i'm secretly hoping that it will re-generate her thoughts and maybe....just maybe...she'll come back to us..the feeling is just very different now...

well tmrw is Punitha akka's nichiyam (the groom side will come and ask for the bride's hand for marriage), i'm pretty excitied about the whole thing..maybe because i've never seen such a thing before, it's not a regular norm in singapore.

time: 12.29am, sinama is listening to the radio..Atta is still sleeping, Kalsheny is talking about Esu..Sowmia is chatting away too..hahahaha..we are disturbing Atta's peace..

Lately I've been reading alot and i must say, it has been very enlightening. It has opened up my views to many narrow ideas. And reading is very encouraging and self-motivating too. I feel so much better about myself in a lot of aspects. And i must sincerely thank Honeysha for introducing it to me. In any situation, we have to believe and trust ourselves in order to succeed. only we can make ourselves happy, we should never expect someone else to make us happy...it never works. we are our best motivators..i've been trying it out and i must say, it has been working out just fine for me...u should try it too..

i'm randomly missing mahendran. hahaha..loosubai!