Where are you?

This would be the sweetest thing I would wanna tell the man who truly makes me understand that love still exist.

The wedding vow:

Because of you my world in now whole.
Because of you, love lives inside my soul.
Because of you I have laughter in my eyes.
Because of you, I'm not longer afraid of goodbyes.
You are my pillar, my stone of strength. 
With me through all seasons and great times of length.
My love for you is pure, boundless through space and time. Stronger with every day with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the alter I will joyously say "I do", for I have it all now, and it's all because of you.



Ps: shoot me! For I'm an hopeless romantic.

Look at me.

Who is that girl I see? Staring straight back at me. When will my reflection show, who I am inside? I'm at a point of no return, so afraid of getting burned, but I wanna take a chance. Please give me a reason to believe, that everything in this world happens for a concrete reason. Why does it hurt? Who made love this painful? Who made attachments and relationships this hurtful? Who made trust so fragile? I have so many questions running through my mind, but I can't seem to find my reasons. I can't seem to understand why happiness is so distant. When will I see the light at the end of the tunnel? When will I be accepted in this dishonest society? When will I become one of them?