Friday, September 19, 2008

the word Selfish.

Selfish is a very mean and crude word. Isn't it? Sometimes it hurts too. Even when one does everything to keep others happy, she's labeled as Selfish. I can go on and talk about the things I've done for this ungrateful people who care less about my well-being, but it wouldn't make me any different from them, would it? They talk too much and care less about how they're affecting others. I'm done fighting, what's the use of defending my dignity when they laugh at it?


Selfish actions, can create unnecessary
problems, so consider others in your process.
Try giving more of yourself
and think about yourself less.
It's not a good way, to maintain a relationship,
whether it be family or friend.
If you ignore the things that are important,
you'll be the one, hurt in the end.
It can't always be a one way street. It's
not fair to think that way.
So if you're smart, you'll take it to heart and
change your actions, today!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Everything seems to be falling into place, or at least i hope. Things may have started off very dramatic at the beginning but i'm getting stronger with each passing cloud. My job has been kind to me, and I guess the relevant rational behind it is "Don't hurt anyone and you'll be blessed." Perhaps it's true.

The more we complain and wind about things, is the more we end up with nothing. We learn along the way. It took me quite awhile to understand that god has his ways to nurture and groom you to face the challenges ahead. I'm blessed i can say. Now the only thing left is to fix broken relationships.

Since Deepavali is round the corner, i'm working a little harder to brighten this years' festival of lights. It's a good time to forgive and forget the past. We may have been hurt one time too many but putting my ego as top priority is not going to heal open wounds. Letting it go, and allowing some space to breath is like the rainbow; so carefree.

"Lord when I look at the Rainbow you have placed in sky so
blue, it reminds me that all your promises are true,
When I look at your Rainbow and see how it's colors
are bright, it reminds me to do what is right
Your Rainbow I have never seen at night, this reminds me
to stay in the light...."