So the randomness continues...
We hung out often, he introduced me to more random people. The list of randomness and random moments just keeps growing and I am still stuck here trying to absorb it all.
"Our random friendship has led us to extremely random moments. I hope Buddha is watching all this. He's one major factor to this natpu! I bet even he is laughing and rolling in his throne watching us...may the randomness continue.."-me
“Yaya... Random la pa...Our Random meeting in Buddhist Lodge led us to vaanga palagalaam..Then we became so close of watching movie together, hanging out together, eating together, overnighting at your place till 4am and KISSING each other because of a stupid game. What's next? Vaanga Padukkalaam!!! LOL!!!” -him
Cheers to our random friendship. And please, no vaanga Padukkalaam all!-so scary naa!
From the bottom left hand corner of my apex, I am developing a tiny space for him. I am starting to adore him more, his little smile, his annoying “ah erm, veereh?, Approm?, sollitiya?”, the way his ears twitch involuntarily (it’s random you know), his be-dazzling eyes, his soft-hearted attitude (which always gets him into trouble!), and his ever so adorable laughter! But you know what, I can’t ask for anything more. Cause’ what we share now is sacred and pure. It will be so disheartening if feelings got in the way and spoilt a budding friendship. Though sometimes I secretly wonder...what if? Well, whatever it is, let’s just live this life laughing and knowing that at least at one point we made an impression in someone’s life. Lets discard all negativity and live life positively.. :)
Monday, December 28, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
i gotta new way to walk..
Today was utterly random as usual. I met up with Dasuuu..awww, he's gonna go India for a short trip soon...(like tomorrow!)...and I will miss his kunjumani munji like CRAZY!
Das is indeed an awesome person. He has so much of joy and laughter all trapped inside one tiny body! And he's an handsome boy..awesome inside and out. I am really glad that we're friends. -I gotta know him through RAGU! how much more random can it all get?
well, so we hung out with Victor, das's friend. it was fun..we had a good time singing songs and eating at Ghandi's..food was freaking awesome!
After the whole singing thing, Das and I met Ragu...Victor went home. So the three of us watched a movie @ Causeway Point Cathay-THE PERFECT GETAWAY!-psycho movie. hahahaha...After that we just chilled and talked alot about life. I learned an handful today. And I hope Ragu did too. -pls read the BOOK!!!!!! It was a day well spent. I had fun. And I am glad to have met them both, somehow they both have taught me to appreciate life as it is. The more we share stories, the faster time flies!
So here I am now sitting at home and trying to find something to write in my 1500 words essay. MUST BE POSITIVE!-im gonna make this essay an awesome one! wahahahahahahaha....
"Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement, nothing can be done without hope and confidence."
"They may forget what you said but they will never forget how you made them feel."
"Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny."
Das is indeed an awesome person. He has so much of joy and laughter all trapped inside one tiny body! And he's an handsome boy..awesome inside and out. I am really glad that we're friends. -I gotta know him through RAGU! how much more random can it all get?
well, so we hung out with Victor, das's friend. it was fun..we had a good time singing songs and eating at Ghandi's..food was freaking awesome!
After the whole singing thing, Das and I met Ragu...Victor went home. So the three of us watched a movie @ Causeway Point Cathay-THE PERFECT GETAWAY!-psycho movie. hahahaha...After that we just chilled and talked alot about life. I learned an handful today. And I hope Ragu did too. -pls read the BOOK!!!!!! It was a day well spent. I had fun. And I am glad to have met them both, somehow they both have taught me to appreciate life as it is. The more we share stories, the faster time flies!
So here I am now sitting at home and trying to find something to write in my 1500 words essay. MUST BE POSITIVE!-im gonna make this essay an awesome one! wahahahahahahaha....
"Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement, nothing can be done without hope and confidence."
"They may forget what you said but they will never forget how you made them feel."
"Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny."
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
everything's changing.
lately i have been meeting so many random people. I seriously have no idea why. But somehow I know there is a learning lesson behind all of it. *must be positive!*
Although i make new friends, I never forget the old ones. I cherish all of them, friends surprisingly make up 75% of our life. Interesting ain't it? So its always important to make new friends and socialize around, no one has the rights to make anyone feel small or unliked. life's too short for continous misunderstandings. lets just live life for today and be happy, for tmwr may never come...
“Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.”
- Mahatma Gandhi
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we took so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened up for us”
- Helen Keller
“Pessimist : A person who says that O is the last letter of ZERO, instead of the first letter in word OPPORTUNITY.”
“Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.”
- Thomas A Edison
“Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus when the limo breaks down.”
- Oprah Winfrey
“Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting”
- Elizabeth Bibesco
just reading all this quotes makes me feel happy and loved. it seriously does. =)
Although i make new friends, I never forget the old ones. I cherish all of them, friends surprisingly make up 75% of our life. Interesting ain't it? So its always important to make new friends and socialize around, no one has the rights to make anyone feel small or unliked. life's too short for continous misunderstandings. lets just live life for today and be happy, for tmwr may never come...
“Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.”
- Mahatma Gandhi
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we took so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened up for us”
- Helen Keller
“Pessimist : A person who says that O is the last letter of ZERO, instead of the first letter in word OPPORTUNITY.”
“Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.”
- Thomas A Edison
“Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus when the limo breaks down.”
- Oprah Winfrey
“Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting”
- Elizabeth Bibesco
just reading all this quotes makes me feel happy and loved. it seriously does. =)
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
"kaadhal vandhu theendum varai iruvarum thaniththani
kaadhalin pon sangili inaiththadhu kanmani
kadalilae mazhaiveezhndhapin endhaththuli mazhaiththuli
kaadhalil adhupoala naan kalandhittaen kaadhali
thirumagal thiruppaadham pidiththuvittaen
dhinamoru pudhuppaadal padiththuvittaen
anjali anjali ennuyirk kaadhali"
"seedhaiyin kaadhal anru vizhi vazhi nuzhaindhadhu
koadhaiyin kaadhalinru sevi vazhi pughundhadhu
ennavoa en nenjilae isai vandhu thulaiththadhu
isai vandha paadhai vazhi thamizh mella nuzhaindhadhu
isai vandha dhisai paarththu manam kuzhaindhaen
thamizh vandha dhisai paarththu uyir kasindhaen
anjali anjali ival thalaikkaadhali..."
kaadhalin pon sangili inaiththadhu kanmani
kadalilae mazhaiveezhndhapin endhaththuli mazhaiththuli
kaadhalil adhupoala naan kalandhittaen kaadhali
thirumagal thiruppaadham pidiththuvittaen
dhinamoru pudhuppaadal padiththuvittaen
anjali anjali ennuyirk kaadhali"
"seedhaiyin kaadhal anru vizhi vazhi nuzhaindhadhu
koadhaiyin kaadhalinru sevi vazhi pughundhadhu
ennavoa en nenjilae isai vandhu thulaiththadhu
isai vandha paadhai vazhi thamizh mella nuzhaindhadhu
isai vandha dhisai paarththu manam kuzhaindhaen
thamizh vandha dhisai paarththu uyir kasindhaen
anjali anjali ival thalaikkaadhali..."
never expect anything.
never keep your hopes and dreams clustered together on someone, cause people will hurt you. always base your hopes and dreams on goals, cause goals keep you moving forward and they prevent you falling back hard on your ass. life has been pretty interesting lately, i have been meeting people with a hell load of problems. hahaha...like as if mine's not enough for me to handle. but unknowingly, i have been a listening ear to others. i don't know if i had made any form of impact in their lives, but i know i am learning something new each day. I don't know where all this is leading me and why I'm having mixed feelings but I sure know that the best part of this journey is yet to come. I shall remain positive and give out good vibes to others while i can. nights.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
life's moving so quickly.
well, my vacation period has officially come to an end. school starts tmrw. haiz..but i must say this vacation period has been a good escape for me. i made new friends, spent time with my old friends and had a lot of healthy laughter in between. i met people whom shared the same interest and hobbies as me. And i ve learned quite abit from here and there. overall, i would grade this holiday as a B++. wahahaha...
Can't believe i'm starting sem 2 from tmrw. hahaha. i still feel so new to school. before i know it..3 years of school would be done and over with. Can't wait. wahaha..to suffer i mean.
Diwali passed by very quietly this year. Aatha's memories is all we have left. Her house still remains..but she's no longer there. I miss her cooking, nothing beats it.-imma pig. And i still do miss her. Two day ago, I was at her place. Entering her room brought me back to the time when she was still around. Her presence still lingers. I could still smell her scent in her room. there were tears shed that day. But we all have to stick around to comfort each other.-that's what family is all about, isn't it? i really hope we will all be united always..and not only in times of need, but in times of joy too.
with u till the finishing line aatha.
"light a candle,
see it glow,
watch it dance,
when you feel low,
think of me,
think of light,
I'll always be here,
day or night,
a candle flickers,
out of sight,
but in your heart,
I still burn bright,
think not of sadness,
that I'm not near,
think of gladness,
and joyous cheer,
I have not left,
I am not gone,
I'm here to stay my little one,
so when you light a candle
and you see it glow
and you watch it dance
in your heart you'll know
that I would never leave you
even when you feel so blue
I'm sitting up here with the Lord
and now watching over you.."
watch over us aatha. keep us all together.
Can't believe i'm starting sem 2 from tmrw. hahaha. i still feel so new to school. before i know it..3 years of school would be done and over with. Can't wait. wahaha..to suffer i mean.
Diwali passed by very quietly this year. Aatha's memories is all we have left. Her house still remains..but she's no longer there. I miss her cooking, nothing beats it.-imma pig. And i still do miss her. Two day ago, I was at her place. Entering her room brought me back to the time when she was still around. Her presence still lingers. I could still smell her scent in her room. there were tears shed that day. But we all have to stick around to comfort each other.-that's what family is all about, isn't it? i really hope we will all be united always..and not only in times of need, but in times of joy too.
with u till the finishing line aatha.
"light a candle,
see it glow,
watch it dance,
when you feel low,
think of me,
think of light,
I'll always be here,
day or night,
a candle flickers,
out of sight,
but in your heart,
I still burn bright,
think not of sadness,
that I'm not near,
think of gladness,
and joyous cheer,
I have not left,
I am not gone,
I'm here to stay my little one,
so when you light a candle
and you see it glow
and you watch it dance
in your heart you'll know
that I would never leave you
even when you feel so blue
I'm sitting up here with the Lord
and now watching over you.."
watch over us aatha. keep us all together.
Monday, September 7, 2009
frustrated.
i want something i can hold onto and keep myself happy. i have been living my life for others, when am i going to live it for myself? when i'm 50?
I miss aatha so much today. especially now. i miss her smell, the rainbow balm's smell on her, the powder...that special scent only she had..i miss it. i dunno why but i am missing her sooo much. i can't stop the waterfall on my face. i feel like crying till my head falls off. why is it so hard to cope with lost? i know aatha is like god now. we can't see her anymore. but we can believe in her and she'll answer our prayers.
today samutra akka msged all of us. she told us all to just pray and let aatha be happy. reading that sms broke my heart into pieces. i know she's hurting inside but she's just trying to be positive. but, how strong can one be? for how long?
hoping for a brighter day..
"I float in a pool of darkness
Cold presses in on me
I am alone
Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn.."
I miss aatha so much today. especially now. i miss her smell, the rainbow balm's smell on her, the powder...that special scent only she had..i miss it. i dunno why but i am missing her sooo much. i can't stop the waterfall on my face. i feel like crying till my head falls off. why is it so hard to cope with lost? i know aatha is like god now. we can't see her anymore. but we can believe in her and she'll answer our prayers.
today samutra akka msged all of us. she told us all to just pray and let aatha be happy. reading that sms broke my heart into pieces. i know she's hurting inside but she's just trying to be positive. but, how strong can one be? for how long?
hoping for a brighter day..
"I float in a pool of darkness
Cold presses in on me
I am alone
Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn.."
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